There’s a whole heck of a lot of shakin’ and shiftin’ goin’ on these days. A dear friend walked me through an activation and beforehand assured, “This will help get you through the solstice energy.” Man (or woman), was she ever spot on!
With that “shift,” there’s this unsettling, uncomfortable feeling that, “Maybe we’re not supposed to be doing this healing work after all? Am I legit?” Cue: DOUBT.
My response? After a conversation with Jesus concerning my own fleeting worries, he basically replied, “Seriously?” (And then I reflected on what he went through… I didn’t feel so bad). And then a conversation with two other healers I adore, love and trust who have observed the same thing: “Out-with-the-old patriarchy” is fighting tooth and nail to keep the power. We don’t have to be angry at “him”; we just have to realize that’s all it is – and carry on!
These four are at an all-time high on the list of spiritual virtues. As a result, I’ve deliberately stopped trying to gauge people’s comfortable-ness with who I am and what I do exactly: You’re either ready to hear it or not.
(For those of you who are healers and light workers, you get it.)
It’s like this (literally):
Girl walks into a party and is approached, “So what do you do for a living?”
“Well, I used to teach ESL for college-bound foreigners, and now I practice medium work and intuitive development mentorship. I’m a medium who offers intuitive guidance.”
(Big pause. It’s registering. Backs up.)
Party’s over! Lol.
Now, to clarify, I don’t mention this at parties for the “shock” value or just to get a reaction. I’m just being authentic, knowing that I’m standing in my Truth – overcoming a throat chakra fear of being killed/hung/burned in many lifetimes for most likely being coined a “witch” because I could “foresee” things. That and I’m a natural redhead – sure sign of the devil. I’m over it. Ain’t nobody killing this girl! Not literally or figuratively.
I used to take this “rejection” personally. Now I just don’t care how I’m potentially misunderstood or misperceived. Not my problem. (Thank you, Kali energy).
There’s an acceptance in understanding that we are not all necessarily on the same page. Sometimes this is a challenging concept when our own belief system feels scattered at times. And with the swords and shields of past masculine, power hungry energies giving way to the soft, loving, intuitive compassion of the divine feminine coming into play, it’s like a quadruple whammy! We’re going back to the importance of listening to our hearts more than our heads, ladies and gents. Thank God. Literally.
SO… keep fighting, light worker warriors, with your hugs, smiles, laughter and gratitude!
– Acceptance is key in releasing doubt. – Authenticity is standing in our inner and Higher Truth with integrity.
– Patience is knowing that we are all exactly where we are meant to be; evolution takes time, and there’s no judgment in this.
– Trust is letting go of how it’s all going to transpire – not giving up, but doing what we can and giving the rest to the Universe.
Doubt may creep in when others doubt you or your beliefs – or see you standing in the driveway talking to your car keys (which is actually your spirit guide telling you which direction to go to hit the least amount of traffic) – but stick with what you feel, what you hear, see and sense from within.
Sending love with a bow and arrow to the center of the target of Truth,